Friday, February 18, 2005

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  1. Good to see you! I'm trying to do the same with exercise - get out of "all or nothing". For me, it's if I don't run, I don't feel like I'm doing anything. Not so! So right now I'm trying to do *anything* pretty much every day. We'll see how it goes.

    The thoughts about the deep psyche, yet how "textbook" we are. I've only noticed that since I started keeping an online journal! All this stuff used to be in my head, and sometimes it had so much more power when it just lived there. Now, when I get it out, there's this element of other people hopping in and saying "me too", or "that's just like [this other thing]" and it's hugely relieving in a strange way to not feel so isolated and singular for what I'm thinking or feeling.

    Good luck with everything you're struggling with right now - it's time well spent. :)
    xoxo
    Mia

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  2. yeah, there was a time when my mother called my doctor, got me a prescription for anti-depressants and then arranged for me to see a therapist. Those moms.

    I totally hear you on the whole avoiding of uncomfortable feelings things. I myself just like things to be on an even-keel all the time, and anything that upsets that familar status-quo is very threatening. I just wish I could go ahead and figure out those uncomfortable feelings real quick so I can get back to the even-keel business. Heh.

    So, this whole not watching TV thing for me is really going to make it hard to avoid my own thoughts. I'm panicking a bit.

    I'm happy to read whatever you write! Like Chris said, don't be a stranger!

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