Saturday, February 09, 2008

something


I will blog something today, I told myself. I guess I'm on a little haitus; I've really let life get in my way lately, and I feel too busy for ANYTHING! I'm not sure what the answers are yet (quit something, wait it out, stop sleeping?), but I know I'm looking forward to being less busy. I'm so not that person who loves to be busy, though I totally used to be...I think it made me feel validated. Now, I feel out of touch when I'm like that, because I don't feel I need be define myself by the things I'm doing the way I used to--As a teacher, sometimes you really have to stand up for this; teachers have upspoken expectations (from other teachers and non-teachers alike) to give an unbalanced portion of their lives. As passionate as I feel about what I'm doing, I don't feel the need to do THAT. Now, that's a little gift from the universe. Peace-